O Yhwh / do not rebuke me / in your anger
And do
not chastise me / in your wrath
The psalmist is in torture, both physically and spiritually—everything,
from the top down and from the outside to the inside, is feeble and disturbed.
He is under attack. The psalmist is like a sinful and punished man, a man who
is inhabiting the realm of curse and affliction. It is from this realm that he
now pleads with Yhwh to “not rebuke me” in his anger or “chastise me” in his
wrath. He already appears to be an object of Yhwh’s anger and wrath and so the
question is why does he begin the psalm in this fashion.
On the one hand, it may be that he sees his condition as a
result of his sinfulness and so he is imploring Yhwh for mercy. The difficulty
with this is that the psalmist never says he is sinful; there is no confession
of sin. Perhaps the sin is the unknown type, but that seems unlikely given,
again, the fact that the psalm does not even mention sin. In other words, it
has to be read into the psalm, or understood as being presupposed. Also, he
later attributes his condition to his ‘enemies’, not to himself. When Yhwh
heals and redeems him, it will be from them. It will not, it seems, be in act
of merciful forgiveness.
The other way of reading this is to see in it a Job-like
request that Yhwh not be angered by his bringing of his petition. Perhaps his
sickness has been permitted by Yhwh and the psalmist does not seek to thwart,
or attack, Yhwh’s will. The problem I see with this is, like the word ‘sin’,
there is nothing that says this in the psalm.
I think a beginning of an answer is when this verse is read
as contrasted with the following verses. The first verse asks Yhwh to not be
angry or wrathful. The second verse, in a reverse parallel, asks Yhwh to be
gracious and heal him. He then asks Yhwh “How long?”. The question holds some
of the answer we are looking for. The psalmist clearly sees his torment as
coming from Yhwh and wants to know how much longer it will last. If it
continues, it is likely he will end up dead and Sheol where he cannot praise
Yhwh any longer.
I think what we see here is that the question of “How long?”
is another way of saying the opening verse. The psalmist sees his condition as,
at the least, being permitted by Yhwh. His sickness, inner and outer, is a
result of Yhwh’s anger and wrath. As we know from other psalms, Yhwh’s ‘wrath’
is often simply his letting be, of his removal of protection. It is not his
active willing of a wrong or evil. So, I think the opening verse is understood
as being the psalmist’s request that Yhwh not continue in his ‘wrath and anger’
against him. In other words, it is not a request that Yhwh avoid beginning to
be angry but that he stop what is already occurring. Whether it is caused by
sin or whether he is Job-like simply isn’t stated. All the psalmist wants is
for it to stop—for Yhwh to ‘return’ to him, to save him, to deliver him from
his condition, because of his lovingkindness.
Be gracious to me / O Yhwh / for I have grown feeble
Heal me
/ O Yhwh / for my bones have become disturbed
And my soul / has become exceedingly disturbed
The psalmist begins with the negative request—that Yhwh
refrain from doing something (not rebuke him, not chastise him). He now turns
to the positive request—that Yhwh do something (be gracious to him, heal him).
The basis for this request is because the psalmist is feeble
and his inner and outer man has “become disturbed”. What the psalmist desires
is for Yhwh to restore to him integrity—unity—in both body and in his
soul/spirit. The strength that is a sign of health is what gives unity to the
person, what keeps him stable. With that strength ebbing, he is losing his unity
and integrity. He has “become disturbed”. The strength of unity is now the
weakness of disbursement. As we will see, this lack of integrity is a ‘symptom’
of Sheol, a beginning of the psalmist’s descend into Sheol. We could even
schematize it thus—Heaven is the place of utter integrity and unity, of
strength and life while Sheol is the place of disbursement, a lack of solidity
and weakness.
For the psalmist, that is what Yhwh can provide—he can “heal
him”; he can give him strength and integrity and unity. He can give him
vitality. He can bring together the parts of the psalmist that he himself
cannot unify.
But you
/ O Yhwh / How long?
Return / O Yhwh / Save my soul
Deliver
me / because of your lovingkindness
For in Death / there is no memory of you
In
Sheol / who can praise you?
The psalmist here expresses his sense of Yhwh’s distance
from him. It is this—this farness of Yhwh—that is causing, or contributing, to
his deterioration. As we saw above, the effect of a curse-like existence is
often Yhwh’s not-acting, and not so much of his direct willing. As Paul would
later say, the wrath of God is his letting people succumb to their desires and
idolatry.
That palpable sense of absence is what leads to the
psalmist’s question to Yhwh of “How long”. How long will he remain far from
him. He implores Yhwh to “return”; to “save my soul” that is disturbed; and
“deliver him”. This absence of Yhwh is the path to Sheol. If Yhwh stays “far
off” much longer the psalmist will become a citizen of Sheol. And for Yhwh this
is a loss—a loss of praise and of his “memory”. These terms—praise and
memory—are very similar. The act of “remembering” Yhwh is not simply an act of
mentally recalling Yhwh. In Deuteronomy 8, for example, the act of
“remembering” serves as the basis for praise and for obedience. To “forget”
Yhwh is to become disobedient, to devolve into idolatry and, ultimately, to be
destroyed. To “remember” Yhwh, on the other hand, means to live within Yhwh’s
covenant power and blessing—it preserves Yhwh’s people from a pride that they
achieved their glory on their own and it preserves them against disobedience.
When Yhwh’s people are gathered together in liturgy, moreover, they recount
Yhwh’s saving acts, and thereby make them present again. This is the liturgical
act of memory—of ‘making present’ Yhwh’s blessing-power. When the psalmist
says, therefore, that in Sheol there is no “memory of you” and no “praise of
you” he is making a profound point about death and liturgy—that death means the
end to liturgy and, accordingly, the end to Yhwh’s presence. If liturgy and
memory are the means by which Yhwh is made present to the people, then Sheol
and death represent a type of anti-presence, anti-temple and anti-liturgy. It
is a place from which Yhwh’s covenant power cannot redeem or heal.
But here is a deeper point to this—a liturgical person is a
delight to Yhwh. He is something that Yhwh so delights in that his praise can
be used as a reason to move Yhwh into action—to cause him to engage his
covenantal lovingkindness and redeem the psalmist. This is deeply significant.
We saw before how Yhwh is the one who gives vitality and integrity to the
psalmist; he is the one who can bring together what is “disturbed”. This is
Yhwh’s character and his blessing. Here, we see that this life, integrity and
blessing are given so that the person can, in memory and liturgy, return praise
to Yhwh. There is a synergy here—Yhwh’s original blessing is to turn into man’s
return of blessing and praise which, in turn, leads to Yhwh’s blessing which
leads to additional deposits of “memory” and praise, and so on. This is why
Sheol is so devastating—it ends this synergy and cycle of blessing and praise.
This object of Yhwh’s delight—this vessel of his blessing and praise—no longer
can “remember” him.
This understanding of man as a liturgical person coincides
with Genesis and its portrayal of Adam as the messiah and priest of the Garden.
And, it also coincides with Genesis and its understanding of the curse(s) that
fall on Adam and Eve after their expulsion from the Garden—the cycle of
blessing and praise is interrupted; the openness and nakedness of
one-to-the-other is now clothed (in both an act of mercy and condemnation).
I have grown weary / with my groaning
Every night / I soak my bed
I dissolve
my couch / with my tears
My eye wastes away / because of grief
It
grows weak / on account / of all my enemies
The psalmist recounts his utter dissolution, his almost
literal melting into Sheol, as he pours himself out in misery and groaning.
Even his eyes have grown weak as they pour out their tears; they “waste away”.
For the psalmist, his weakness and illness is attributed to “my enemies”, the
first mention in the psalm that the he is under attack, apparently by human
forces. It is notable that he does not say that his dissolution is due to
sickness but because of “grief” and his “enemies”. Perhaps we should see in
this psalm a Job-like two-pronged attack—from both sickness and from enemies.
It is into this dissolution that the psalmist asks Yhwh to
“come close”, to restore to him the integrity of health and to “dissolve” his
enemies. As we will see, he asks Yhwh to take the curse that he now labors
under and turn it on his enemies—to cause them to lose integrity; to cause them
to become ‘disturbed’; to remove their ‘health’ so that their strength is gone
and they are unable to continue their attempts to thwart Yhwh’s blessing and
the psalmist’s praise. And, if they become the ‘curse’ the psalmist now is,
then the psalmist will become the ‘blessing’ that they are. If Yhwh is far from
the psalmist, then when Yhwh comes close to him, he will then be far from the
“workers of wickedness”. This is the ‘grace’ and ‘healing’ that he prays
for—one that is not simply rooted in his reception but also in the enemies
destruction.
Depart from me / all workers of wickedness
For
Yhwh has heard / the sound of my weeping
Yhwh has heard / my supplication
Yhwh
will accept / my prayer
All my enemies shall be disappointed / and exceedingly
disturbed
They
shall turn back / They shall be disappointed in a moment.
Here we see the lightning strike of Yhwh’s redemption. It
comes like a thief in the night, suddenly and unexpectedly. And the reversal
that Yhwh accomplishes is total, without remainder. The psalmist is “heard”,
his “prayer accepted” and “in a moment”, his enemies are turned back by his
sudden return to glory. They now inhabit his realm of curse—they “turn back”;
they are “disappointed”; they are “exceedingly disturbed” as his bones and soul
had been.
The spiritual geography of the psalm is important to
note—the psalm begins with a call that Yhwh not “rebuke him”; he then calls
upon Yhwh to “return to him”; he now tells the wicked to “depart from me” and
they shall “turn back”. What we see here is that evil is “close” in the time of
the psalm while Yhwh is “far”; when Yhwh hears the prayer, however, the reverse
will occur—evil will “depart” and Yhwh will “come close”.
Jesus prayed in the garden, to the point of
tears-like-blood. These tears, the sound of his weeping, is heard by the
Father. And the resurrection is the lightning strike of his response—it is
sudden, catches everyone by surprise, utterly reverses the messiah’s condition
and his enemies, and is total. Here we find a divine life irrevocably flooding
into Jesus. He becomes the locus of eternal life now. He becomes the ‘heard
one’ of this psalm, and the enemy that is now banished from him is death. But
this banishment is not temporary, but permanent and eternal. His resurrected
life is one of enduring, perpetual and astonishing integrity—it will never be
‘disturbed’. And so will his enemies—just as divine life now flows into him,
banishing death, so too does it make of him an abiding victory. He is forever
established in his victory. His enemies no longer have any purchase over him as
they did during his life. They are now forever-perpetually “disappointed and
exceedingly disturbed”. They are forever-perpetually “turned back” and
“disappointed in a moment”. Just as, during his life, was he a perfect
reflection and instrument of the Father, so too Jesus’ resurrected body becomes
the forever-perpetually ‘heard one’.
This psalm also offers window into one of the reasons the
Father would raise the Son—we saw above how the psalmist’s ability to give
praise to Yhwh is the paramount reason why Yhwh should not allow the psalmist
to sink into Sheol. There is something Yhwh himself would lose if he lost the
psalmist. To take this a step further, if the Cosmos is meant to be a
liturgical vessel—something Yhwh pours himself into so that it can, in turn,
praise Yhwh—then Yhwh would, in some way, fail if Sheol had the last word. But
more deeply still—if Sheol and death are the realms of anti-praise and
anti-liturgy; if they are the alien and foreign interruption into the realm of
Yhwh’s creation; if Sheol and death rob Yhwh of praise and what he both desires
and is due; and if man is “man” in so far as he is living and liturgical; then
the incarnate Son could not be abandoned to Sheol and Death. The incarnate Son
is this man-made-to-return-liturgy-to-Yhwh as Yhwh’s delight. And more, he does
not simply offer to Yhwh what Yhwh desires but he offers to Yhwh what Yhwh is
due and thereby ‘saves’ Yhwh from unfaithfulness and disrepute. He saves his
honor and reputation (something that Moses used repeatedly to save Israel from
destruction). If the Son had been abandoned in Sheol then, in a very real sense
everything would have ultimately been abandoned to Sheol—and the Creator-God
would have lost his creation to death. Likewise, if the Son is not abandoned in
Sheol then everything is redeemed from Sheol and made into the liturgical
vessel it was meant to be.
No comments:
Post a Comment